Insanity !!! Well if you are in no mood for a 'nagging me' do not proceed!

As hell!! people are turning into beasts, who are always hungry for another soul!!( naaah not the 'love' walla hunger) just makes me wonder how intolerable, insensitive, cold blooded, vicious, merciless, atrocious, appalling.... CRUEL the world around is getting!!
Today, on my way to office which is a decent 7 km ride.. i encounter this bus walla fellow. Now you see how these typical bus drivers are.. let me explain- these are the ones who think they look like Rajnikanth, who are foul mouthed, they think they own the goddamn world, they are the ones who are the racists!! chauvinistic retards with an IQ of one year old!! If someone is unable to speak their language then well... they have all the slangs registered in their pea sized brain !! bonehead, imbecile, gormless, moron, muttonhead, jerk, buffoon, dolt, stupid!!! aggggggrrr!! These are the ones who have all the freedom in the world to crash someone right under their huge bus wheel and yes... never be questioned!
The number of people the BMTC buses have killed is 89 in 2008, 82 in 2009, 90 in 2010 and 32 in 2011 (till July 31). Annnnnd the best to witness is two BMTC bus drivers struggling to get past each other. Wow, is it a race that has to be won and they shall be rewarded?? are they answerable to the lives taken by them?? do they undergo the pain of loosing someone dear?? such bloody animals!( mistake! they don't spare animals either)
But like outgoing Additional Commissioner of Police (Traffic and Security) Praveed Sood puts it: 'One cannot blame the BMTC'. Then in that case how many families can afford to loose saritha or vijay??
My ranting about these fools shall never end, but is there really that someone can do?? With the BMTC washing its hands off finding a solution to a grave problem, its notoriety for running killer buses will continue without being blamed or questioned. People like me might have an irritating or disturbed morning or evening because of these pin headed monsters but the people who face the loss.......... well its better unsaid.
AH SOMEBODY SAVE THE WORLD!!! :( This is making me utterly sad :(

A reverie of thoughts.. and a blank mind. A trance that could give you jitters, or take you away from the paradoxes of life. A sight so enchanting that could make you loose out on eternity, the very time when the conflicts between the devious & the angel strikes! Idealism is good when the hypothetical wonders, obscene realities, horrors and misdoings are evaluated.... It is the only place where the most weird dream, most impossible desire, most unestablished wiring of life feels realistic... the loose cords, the sip of your favorite coffee, a long and memorable drive, a long awaited "yes", an interesting book, a favorite old sweater, a scene from a favorite movie, some regrets, some smiles, some concerns, and lot more that completes the jig saw puzzle of our own life..
Just as myself, I am sure many enjoy the trance state to only rejuvenate and live those moments as real. The reverie of thoughts...... each and everyone I am sure has their own space for this eternal bliss... and if they don't! just get one.. :)

A feel good factor of sublime memories...........hmm special enough for each one of us! We all come across fairy tales heard and felt at some point of our lives. But living in one is a boon that not everyone is blessed with. Keeping the debates of the subjectivity of the paradoxes of classifying an event of categories of lives kept aside, I could have lived on this planet , only to leave a scar for the rest of my life, a scar i would have loved to carry for the lifetime!! 

Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder

Is there a spell that I am under?

Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Life Hurts...

But sometimes its a good hurt

And it feels like I'm alive.

Life Sings...

When it transcends the bad things

Have a heart and try me,

Cuz without love I won't survive.

Being indebted in way of your being, and being indebted with selfish ends are two hypothesis. Where one leads to lot of happiness and overwhelming the other to destruction! 

The existence of fairytales does not make any sense in the post modern, super real, technologically progressing world of ours. Yet the concept of fairy tales holds that importance it had always held centuries ago. It survives through people who beleive in them, and through those few people who incorporate these concepts of constructed characters like the wicked, the good, the heavenly, the unity of the chosen lovers in the end. We also tend to sometimes assume the roles we have built in our frame of thinking to fit into the concept of fairy tales! Haha !! supernaturally technical world of ours will never understand these concepts and nor will those "practical" buddies! cuz this is within all of us..... it is just the belief and faith....everything is possible ( atleast this is something the world believes in!) Debates will always continue between these two worlds!! its never ending....... :)